A1 for Chinese !

我太笨 看著你漸漸變冷

只能默默的給你信任 傳達我包容的眼神

CSJ IS SICKKKK.
oh , tmr is the Chinese Olvl.
Yet fever , headache , sore throat had come to find me today.
why today -.-

okays, so went to sleep in order to let my fever go home.
piang , i had slept like 33hrs within 2days.
someone is gng to laugh @ me again!

soyeah , tmr is Chinese paper.
im going to get a A1 ! kind of stressed.
no matter what , A1 and im not going to sit for the 2nd time.
and you , better get an A1 , dont tell me thr is a 2nd chance and whatever.
im feeling a little excited :X

and i need to study now.
though idk what to studyy.

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE
and rmb to bring everything needed :D

也許到了最後要說再見 剩下是回憶

也許到了最後要說再見 剩下是回憶

CHINESE INTENSIVE IS FINALLY COMING TO AN END :D
tmr will be the last day alrdy :D
**claps!
I started to feel the stress of Chinese olvl -.-
so damn sucks.i scare that i will not do well.

but whatever it is , get over it asap!
so , i have to complete the last few homework given.
and thats MONDAY!

ps : People . rmb to get your Chinese book dictionary stamped.

CHINESE !

im still doing chinese essay , when someone is sleeping!

argh!

拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强 

Your name, my name

你说我爱你 ,却没认真替的你想过 

我拼命付出 ,却没问过你想要什么 

没有我 ,或许你反而会更好过 

CHINESE INTENSIVE ALL THE WAY.
we were laughing @ xxx's Chinese.
Cause is way too funny :X
Alot of homework to be completed todayyyy.
Essayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

and Singapore's 1st H1N1 reported.
LOL

If you are the 2nd , thn im the 3rd.

your name , my name :D

Worrying about him && gave up on her

我想保护对我很重要的人

which includes you.

CSJ IS SUFFERING FROM SERIOUS HEADACHE NOW :/
But i got alot of things to do , before i go for a nap.

Chinese intensive is so-so.
the aircon is killing me , freezing coldddddd.
Im going to die from Essay writing and Comprehension.

Let me stay by your side until 20august 2100
i want to go thru these with you.

太多的甜蜜和苦澀 我們都一起品嚐過

未來不管還有多少坎坷 相信都能度過

打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗 

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光 

就算你有一道墙 

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放 

打开窗你会看到悲伤融化 

CSJ DID VERY BADLY FOR MYEEEEEEEEEE :/
OKAYS , AT LEAST I PASSED ENGLISH AND BIO.
BUT IM NOT HAPPY ABT IT @ ALL.
i mean , i deproved sosososo much.
I failed my emathp2 -.-
but my paper1 pulled it up.
So a stupid B for emath.

oh , Amath.
the only subject i failed.
i mean , i got 48 for p2.
is NEARLY a pass.

Phy/Chem.
I told NJJ i got a C5.
and that typical face of his.
He say i did badly :/

This MYE sucked alot -.-
but i dontneed to meet parents! (hopefully)

but whatever it is.

CSJ , YOU BETTER BUCKUP ESPECIALLY FOR O'S CHINESE
A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1A1!

AND CLAUDSEN , I KNW YOU ARE READING!

I shall keep everything to myself.

爱是不是都一样 ,不论多漫长 ,终究剧终人散 .

可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

I want holidays to be here asap!
im sososo looking forward to this holiday.
I hope im able to give myself an answer thn.

gah , i havent touch the chinese hw yettttt.
1yyw , 1zuowen and 2 paper2. -.-

希望越大，失望也会相对的增加

没有希望就不会有失望.

I have decided to keep everything to myself.
sometimes , is better to not-know-so-many-things.
I mean , it is better to be stupid rather thn smart yeah?
Sometimes i really envy those who knw less.
I guess its time for me to learn to face things myself.
学会面对一切的问题，靠自己.
shut my mouth up.

i shld stop asking anything mre from you guys&you

lets keep something drafted. :////////

Sorry to you and you.

Sorry to you and you.

I just did something which i think was very wrong today.

which is to say all those words.

I really regretted. Regretted alot.

Maybe thats what you want , but i really dontthink tt i shld done it.

Sorry.

& you.

Sorry for that phone call.

Sorry for all those troubles caused aft that day.

Sorry for kidding ard with that matter.

Im Sorry.

I just hope...

I just hope that everything will be alright for tmr.

No fight , No quarrel and most important , no walk off.

Just tmr will do :D Please!!!

I dontwant to ruin anything.

Gah , i need to go S.H asap :/

It just repeated again. again. again

一起鎖住 時間 留更多紀念

最愛 剪貼 屬於我們的細節

BadBadBadBad day.
everything just sucked so much D:
Got back English , SS/HIST , Chinese , Emathp1 , Chem and Amathp1 results.
as expected , failed badly for amath.
and CSL scolded us like !@#$%^.
I PASSED ENGLISH LIKE FINALLY.
but did really f.badly for hist.
Im very disappointed in my SEQ.
chem was kind of expected.
Chinese was another killer.
im fuckingfuckingfucking disappointed in my Chinese also.
Emath was alright, i just hope that paper2 wouldnt pull me down.

Chinese intensive was boring.
BORING.

Spent the times talking to HSM.
We analyze the current problems we are facing now. LOL
i guess is really the 3 of us that are responsible?
ahah. idk what are we suppose to do now :/

4words. that caused the blast.
serve me right!

Giving up.

绝望到極點剩的是疲倦

im tired of these shits.
all these shits that brought upon fucking useless thinking.
i want to giveup. giveup on all .those.
but , when will i able to do it ? :/
whatever i do is wrong, isnt it ?

What went wrong this time?

MYE ENDED :DD

因為受傷 所以欣賞 傷口的漂亮
感謝每種創傷 逼我們成長
心還沒暗 相信淚光 會給我們力量
然後咬緊牙關 患難中生還

Had the last dreadful paper today.
But this paper was much easier thn p1.
at least , i can complete mre qns!

Soyeah , that marks the end of MYE for 4I ONLY!
and those 4J combined sci ppl :D
yeahyeahyeah , we are the 1st sec4exp class to end MYE :D
which means , thr are no sch tmr :D

andandand WHERE TO BUY DOMOKUN SPEAKER???
My mortal ask me to search for it @ Ps.
Shall do it asap! maybe tmr!

this time is my fault , my wrong.

im tired of these. 算了吧

WORRIED :/

ohyeah , its 2.13Am

and im editing my blogskin instead of mugging for the last paper - AMATH -.-
Kind of gaveup on Amath alrdy -.-

And i got a problem now , idk how to add the music player into this skin :/

Nvm , shall solve it tmr :D {hopefully i can ! }

And people are counting down for Olvl Chinese paper!

12days mre to June1 - Olvl Chinese paper 1 and 2.

Soyeah.

I prefer this blogskin because of its white background.

Maybe i have been using black background for a long time :/

8hrs and 10mins mre , i shall annouce the end of MYE  :DD {finally}

soyeah , im going to fb now .

and im worried for you!

"Lollipop我是傳奇"亚洲巡回演唱會"

"Lollipop我是傳奇"亚洲巡回演唱會"

HOTNESSSSSSSSS!
Long time since i posted their picture.
okays , so they are starting on their Asia tour concert.
July in HK is the 1st stop. :DD
and their new album out in june :D

anw , today had emath p2 and bio p2.
i just hope i can pass that darn bio -.-
Emath , kind of unsure abt everything in the paper.

idkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidk.

我喜欢就好(:

我喜欢就好(:

HELLOS :D
Had Physics p2 and Bio p1 today.
Physic paper , was kind of _____(?)
idk. not too diffcult , not too easy.
Yeah , mostly sec4 topic especially DC circuit.
The paper had have 5qns on DC circuit? =.=
and awful looking circuit diagram.

Bio was alright compared to last year.
shld be able to pass this MCQs :DD
p2 , tmr.

ah. gng to sleep now.
and tuition @ night.

3mre papers , 2mre days :D

在最後一秒，捉緊不想失去的他

想把你緊緊抱著

可知你是我生命中的 最捨不得

Today was suppose to be a study day w/ chicken nehneh.
BUTBUTBUT , it turned to be a _______(?) session.
Okays , i managed to read thru enzymes and the cvss paper.
Gah , thr is alot for me to catch up tonight.

Physics? i studied acceleration ytd.
im not too optimistic about paper2.
Many said that it will be difficult :/
I can picture Njj's hopeless expression!

Bio? i really wanted a better score.
At least let me pass?
i meant for mye and eoy.
I NEVER PASS BIO BEFORE! so as amath.
gah.

Hang it thr people.
Left 3mre days. ( For 4I!) :D
3mre days. 5mre papers and thats it. ( 3mre papers for some)

AND i just found out that AMANDA dont need to go sch tmr.
Coz she isnt having any paper tmr!
okays.IM NOT JEALOUS , but someone is :X

ANYONE KNOWS WHR TO GET THE ''DOMOKUN SPEAKERRRR'' ?

在最後一秒，捉緊不想失去的他

还能抓住什么 我爱你 你爱我

算不算 是承诺 全世界 都沉默

I WATCHED 爱到底.
All thanks to someone ! YOU LARH!

so yeah , didnt touch my books ytd.
Today? hopefully physics and 1/4 of bio.
i dont really think tt im able to complete bio.
soyeah :/

ANDANDAND 终极三国 is super nice (:
i mean although is very imaginative , but (:

'留下来，要不然我跟你走。'
i like this line :D

喜欢，是因为有感觉?
还是因为习惯有她/他在身边?
你有想过吗？

哪一刻是最後一刻

想把你緊緊抱著

可知你是我生命中的 最捨不得

HELLOS :D
Had emath p1 and phy/chem mcqs.
Emat was alright , but still - careless.
phy was the killer , most of the qns is based on - feeling/luck.
Chem was alright too.

5mre papers to go.
Emath p2
Amath p2
Bio p1
Bio p2
Phy p2

i think im giving up on physics
i want to concentrate on bio.
yes! im going to PASS bio this time!

如果那場雨　再度襲捲　重新再淋一遍
我一定抱住你　絕對不讓你走遠

I screwed the amath paper.
i skipped MOST of the questions , even the 1st question.
i felt so guilty for not knowing abt the circle qns :/
and the kinematics question , hais.
Goner i suppose?

History was still alright , except for sbq.
i got no idea what is Munich agreement!
and i dont even knw it is under Hilter's topic!
OH.
andandand . for SEQ , i was unsure abt the word '' Inevitable ''.
this word nearly screwed up my WHOLE SEQ -.-

I HOPE SS/HIST WOULDNT DISAPPOINT ME!
a 'B' pls! i gave up the hope for getting an A

tmr is phy/chem MCQs and EMATH p1.
i just hope that i will do really well for emath p1.
p/c. Hais.

IM THE ONLY ONE THAT DREW IONIC BONDING. OH WTF.

yeah. im thr only 1 in class who drew ionic bonding.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

the shit-est is , i didnt see the formula given.

i think im blind or smth.

or rather , i didnt even knw tt formula was given

oh , nice one.

i hope that ss will be better.

h-o-p-e.

原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己


这次，我吵够了，够了

Take a break , Have a Kit-Kat

Okays , im taking a break now.

im brain dead.

im managed to flip thru the pages on organic chemistry.

sucks alot.

Im not going to touch that until tmr night , for the last revision.

socialstudies now.

..... :/

okays , enough for break.

Back to books now , bye ;D

Change for the better?

我会恨自己 如此狠心 

D-O-O-M.
I havent finish chemistry, but i went to sleep.
ahahs. So yeah, i have to finish up chmistry by 5pm.
and continue on ss book3/4 as much as i can.
I think i need to bring it to class tmr to revise :/

shitshitshit , and my HIST and PHY.
damndamndamn.
andandand ROY.H havent start to study yet ! ( he say )

soyeah,i think i need to continue on chem now.
i have to sleep early today.
thr is impt exams tmr !

我吵够了.

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让她陪你 我不怪你.

It is acting up again.

All the feelings are back. Now.

And you. Ha :/

I sense the smell of burned textbooks!

Yeah , like i said , i didnt touch my chemistry ytd night.

so im still 1/4 thru tt textbook which gonna be burn sooon.

I think i better do smth abt it.

I got no motivation for Chemistry AT ALL.

damndamndamn , i need to finish tt damn subject by today.

BY TODAY, IF NOT IM NOT GOING TO SLEEP!

and my SocialStudies ! this is so troublesome.

I think i shldnt stay @ home to study.

TOO MUCH DISTRACTION. Not healthy :/

Just let me finish up chemistry and i will be happy enough.

Meanwhile , let me decide whr i shld study my social studies tmr!

why it always turn out this way?

i dont see my name anymre.

CHEMISTRY :/

ohyeah , i started revising for that chemistry.

though i stopped @ MOLE concept.

i think im burning my chemistry tb for Roy.H alrdy o.o

I can see his happy face now! :/

Soyeah , im 1/4 thru Chemistry.

Just Chemistry alone -.-

shld try to complete 3/4 by today.

I had my 'timetable' out , but i doubt that i will follow.

soyeah , im real bored now.

ah , i saw ppl studyinnnggggg.

Stressed.

soyeah. 

BYE CHEMISTRY AND YOU SUCKS.

都这么久了，我还没习惯吗？

Its really time for me to put down all those stupid 介意(s)
So long alrdy , yetttt i cant do it :/
CSJ! YOU BETTER 习惯习惯习惯习惯习惯习惯! ARGH.
不介意就代表不在乎了吗？
If i stop bothering abt everything, will everything stop bothering me ?
Can i stop bothering abt all those !@#$%^& ?

Language papers had passed.
Upcoming up next is SS and Chem papers.
My bet with Roy.H again.
Im going to make him burn his Bio and ss/hist's textbook!
Yeah ROY.H !

Someone once said that :
'when you are in a relationship , you will be living 2person's life. From now onwards, whatever decision you made , whatever situation you faced. It will be the fate of both of you.'

我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見

MYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :/

So yeah , today is the Chinese papers.
Roy.H is so determined to beat me in this subject.
In every subjects that we bet on!

Tmr is the Angmoh paper that i dreaded the most -.-
Thr is just no link between me and English , you see.

Oh , and i didnt study anything today.

i just went sleeping and sleeping.

damn , my sciencessssssssssss especially Bio and Phy.

i declared hopeless on chemistry alrdy.

ANDANDAND , my bro helped me to purchase a prepaid card alrdy :D

A prepaid just for msging :D and im loving it :D

i can msg like nobody's business.

soyeah , im gng back facebook agn.

and hopefully i will do some physics qns ltr.

BYEBYE :D

“If you love someone very much then will you let go of her?”

“If you love someone, you must learn to let go.
If your love is felt, she will return one day.”

Such a beautiful lie 謊言美化存在

別問會不會 失去依賴 有什麼期待

Such a beautiful lie 謊言會取代遺憾

把心封起來 就摔不壞 我拚了命的愛

SCREW ENGLISH ORAL !
i got the qns on hairstyle and cctv for conversion.
And i think im going to fail VERYVERYVERY badly for that :/
SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW =.=

Others lesson are so-so.
Emath is kind of tedious , he forced us to complete many papers within a short time.

I really feel like giving up all these shits.

REPLYYYYYYYY!
damn , some long gone feeling is back again.

你在深夜 像黑咖啡 你在我心里面

陪我失眠 可是却不在 我身边

Soyeah , is just homeworks and nothing else.
Finally got a method that can force myself to do those works.
So i managed to complete English's oral com bk and situational writing
andandand 1physic paper and the bio paper! :D
Sense of accomplishment! :D

So my target for today :
- Complete emath rev1 p2 and rev5 p1.
- Complete the Chinese thing.
- T-R-Y amath paper.
- Complete Chem tys.

Soyeah , just try my best bah :x

disappointment?

我的呵護還是你的 堅持抱緊你的軟弱

讓你像個孩子嬌縱 鬧情緒 發脾氣 然後淚流

我的溫暖還是你的 回來像你沒有走過

別怕伸手我不緊握 深愛是傷裂了還能 溫柔

So yeah , i think i got the answer i wanted. I suppose?
Neverthless , thanks to those who gave me all sorts of encourage and advices ,
although i didnt hug and cry.
especially HSM! thanks all ur advices and everything :D
but others, thanks alot too :D

没有你，别人的关心又有什么意义？
Takecare of yourself kays?


CSJ !
CAN YOU START TO REVISE FOR MYE!
THR IS NO MRE TIME ALRDYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

你在房間 像幻燈片
你在我眼裏蔓延
你在收緊 你在閉電 無法隔絕
你在深夜 像黑咖啡
你在我心裡面 陪我失眠
可是卻不在 我身邊

I still hope for the best.

And hsm , you better explain clearly to me on monday.

is so sudden! and exciting!

Thanks everyone for your encouragement and advice :D

i will rmb :D and i hope that the results would disappoint you guys too :D

''LONG'' weekend is here , i dont think is long you see.

Homeworks are much mre thn usual.

- English ( oral com bk , situational )

- Chi ( article for MYE )

- Emath ( rev5 p1 and rev1 p2)

- Amath ( Xinmin paper )

- Phy ( 2 papers)

- Bio ( 07 paper )

- Chem ( o7 paper)

So yeah , only ss/hist is freeeeeeeeeee :D

I had just slept for 6hrs and i cant get back to sleep now.