what kind of xinqing shld i use to face her?
although i knew tt he might not be trustable,
but is like out of all those ppl , why her?
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Maybe he is getting back on me?
maybe i just dont deserve any trust from anybody.
I knw tt it isnt worth it and
i somehow got this stupid confidence that he was just trying to ______ my life.
And trying to make me to feel this way , can i say he suceed?
Maybe i shldnt have pick up , so tt i can spare myself from all these.
fuck it.
how much more can i take?