Hectic

its has been 10days since i blogged.

10 hectic days i had been through.

Ups and Downs.

Happy and Unhappy times during work.

today was a very bad day for me.

Alot of things just went so wrong.

The forgetful-ness in me just went up again.

i hope i got the ability to do well.

A guest saw me crying during today's dinner.

i know im a fucking loser.

But i was really unhappy and i wrote in on my face.

Sorry to those who had to face it , especially the executives.

Confidence in work was totally trashed.

Do i still worth the extras tht i got ?

Maybe i shld take a break from work after F1,

if things still continues in this way.

Work has became more and more unhappy.

1week since i met up with love.

i miss you , lovely.